I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Friday, July 10, 2009
I remember that people used to say they were having a nervous breakdown. It meant they were a little keyed-up. Later I learned that they were somehow very intense. My
grandfather's version was probably as intense as I could understand at the time, and the destruction of his ability to read did bother me. But I think it was only reading Marjorie Morningstar that I got a sense of them as disabling you pretty thoroughly, that and also reading that Franny in Franny and Zooey was having one. I think I understood (misunderstood) what Franny was experiencing through Marjorie.


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